Who am I?

Went to Tehillah tonight, alone.

"I am who God says I am. I have access to everything God has promised." (We had to say that, like twenty times tonight.)

I don't know who I am. But it starts with "Lathana". Does anyone know what that means?

Went up at the end and had something different go down. Usually I know what this stuff means; tonight, no such luck.

I had my hands out in front of me, palms up, and I was singing under my breath with the band - "All You are is all I want, always/Draw me close in Your arms/Oh God, I want to be with You" (I may have some of the words mixed up). And my palms felt all tingly. And I saw, or felt, unclear just which it was - I think I felt it but it was a seeing in my mind - dancing on my right palm and fire in my left. And then a waterfall that came to my hands and fell down to the floor, at my feet. And the words "Flooding the world". And then I brought my hands together into a cup and slowly closed them, and my palms were radiating heat.

And all I can think about is how I don't really know who I am. I don't know who God says I am.

And I keep remembering the dancing girl from two or three years ago, who just kept worshiping God as she was beaten into the ground by demons. "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him." (Job 13:15)

And Lathana.