Structure

I need structure - external, because I don't have a lot of it internally.

How do I get that?

I need it in my work, and - to a large extent - I don't have it.

I need it at home, and I REALLY don't have it there. If it were organized, would I be able to keep it that way? Maybe if I can get my money under control, I'll be able to hire an Organizer to get me sorted out in a manner that will suit me.

I wonder if my need for structure is part of why I have so much trouble with my spiritual life. It's so HARD for me to have an open relationship with God, because there isn't a set formula or anything like that... so I don't know how to do what I want to do with Him.

I suppose the same goes for friendships & social stuff - no set agenda, so I either mess up or fail to even ACT.

And life, in general, is so free-flowing that it's hard to know what to do.