Arguing in Cars

So I had an argument on the way to small group tonight. Not with myself, not with another person (I was alone in the car).

But the thought struck me, that what if I've got the issues I have because there's a demon assigned to me? Called "self-loathing".

And I got angry. Declared that it wasn't fair to do that to me. What did I do to deserve this? And so on.

I *refuse* to accept this crap anymore.

I am *not* worthless. If I were worthless, why would this keep happening? Obviously I'm some kind of important.

I am better than that. I always have been. And I refuse to accept less than the truth about myself anymore.

Someone smack me upside-the-head if I *ever* go that way again.